Tessa's LJ, because arena is so creative

Tue, 01 May 2007 10:22:43 GMT

I GOT MY FULL I JUST HAD TO UPDATE because like, last time I updated, it says I GOT MY RESTRICTED.

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 23:29:36 GMT

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.
From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

What Language Should You Learn?

I knew it!

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 09:03:37 GMT

I finally got my restricted. Back just in time for 10pm.

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 08:12:49 GMT

The Death Eaters kinda looked like black KKK.

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 06:30:12 GMT

3 hours study in 3 days. Awesome.

That Hi-Q is good

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 05:45:31 GMT

LOL I've been in a great mood all day and everyone is good and I'm happy...

Tonight Dad asked if we had been in good moods today and I was like, ...yes...

Apparently, the pills I took this morning had amino acids that were meant to make my mood happy or something! haha

That I love fireworks!

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 04:40:55 GMT

My piano exam is approaching but so is Saturday and I love fireworks yay!

Anyway, I'm very excited for the FPS teams. AMERICA OWNS.

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 18:44:42 GMT

Hm I still really wanna go to Japan for 2007. Or the USA for half a year. Anywhere but here oi!

Don't think I'd miss anything.I'd miss people at school as much as they'd miss me which is zero. Think about that.

Japan! <4 pwnage

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 05:42:55 GMT

You all have so much potential. You have beauty, money, style and confidence. You know the right people. But none of you fucking know how to open your minds. You'll get great careers and have wonderful social lives. But what will you be remembered for? If you truly want to experience people, the world, this reality on this earth, you have to be willing to just fucking think about someone else other than yourselves.

That BL"KAH:LJKSDfsafjklsdwfr

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 08:44:32 GMT

Fuck everyone actually sucks. Well not everyone.

That it's not about that

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 05:32:45 GMT

Actually I think Dio's ok. If you replaced majority of the people I might like it.

no subject none none ha!

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 05:20:39 GMT

I am sick of everyone and everything and everything already!

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 03:58:10 GMT

I am going to Japan tomorrow.

wheee yayayasdfaser ahappysquee yayYAY!~

That people suck

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 06:39:19 GMT

I had the crappest day yesterday and sobbed lots to the point of not breathing properly for ages and lying on the floor. Today my eyes were retarded at school.

I know my friends (people I make contact with?) noticed, but yknow, people don't care because of course their day is so important.

It's ok. The world's selfish. Rarely are some selfless.

But I would feel better if someone cared about me at school. The people who did care today, Megan, Mel, Charlotte- they all rock.

But I would've thought I friends looked after each other. So I have come to the conclusion that there IS no one at Dio I can talk to, no one who will just LISTEN instead of saying "Oh yeah I had a bad day too" JUST ONCE, because I'm forever listening to you, forever listening forever being nice and kind and loving, forever just trying not to say anything negative about others or complain about school, but no one will listen to me.

And it's far too late for that to change but the whole world is like that anyway.

blah

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 07:46:23 GMT

Crap day.

Here's for Arena:

That wagging is fun

Mon, 29 Aug 2005 02:53:23 GMT

Uhh I stayed home today, moped, went to a Japanese restaurant for lunch with parents, and then had my speech exam at nearly 2pm. On the way I passed a few buses of Dio girls. lol. University tour or something.

That bananas have something to tell us all

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 10:33:44 GMT

I just remember something weird i did...

Last year before going to Summer School (Church Camp), I took a banana, wrote "Hi, this is Tessa and I'm at camp now" or something of the like, emptied the fruit bowl, put the banana in, and then put all the fruit back in, on top of the banana.

I never asked if they found it!

That I have just 2 exams to go

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 04:14:38 GMT

Today was so fun! I came home, sat here, sang and played piano, read "Life of Pi", played piano, and am sitting here. Made a third blog, which will be my regularly updated one.

Can't wait for Friday! Church Camp in Taupo. Awesome, because on Saturday it is also exactly FOUR weeks before I get on a plane to go to (liek AMGWSH tessa) JAPAN!!~~^^~~yay la happiness

That exams are doopid

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 08:31:09 GMT

I just spent ages searching for my German textbook because the exam is tomorrow. It's silly how thoughts run through your head like "Oh no! What if Gemma took it again!" (

She took my history book last year and gave it back after the exam! I was panic-attacking and she didn't even apologise! Gar! She just gave it to me, like what?)

I feel bad thinking that, seeing I just found it in a really weird place. Probably means I should've started a little earlier.

That I was beneficial, even though you don't know

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 08:48:08 GMT

I turned my friends into library geeks, like actually.

That I've had enough

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 07:59:56 GMT

That's it. That's enough.

I can't play the piano without crying, because I SUCK at piano. This is why it's bad for me to watch chamber music finals or anything of the sort. Talent depresses me.

So I'm here crying and thinking I'll just go to bed instead of studying like I was going to.

Dio gets angry with me when I don't play the horn, or tries to get me to play for things. Then I stuff up and they're all angry. So either way, my school is angry. Because I SUCK. So next year am considering quitting, to annoy everyone. A single selfish act like that will buy me some sleep, as it will mean no early concert band mornings and no early horn lesson mornings. Burnsauce... to you all...

Mr McLellan thinks I suck at violin, and he's probably right. But he doesn't really need to show it?
Actually he hasn't in a while because I escaped the violin by playing horn, but then that's kinda bad too so either way//

I'm thinking, go hardout kung fu next year.

That chocolate brownie is dangerous!

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 10:42:51 GMT

Just could not help eating some when cutting it up. I am excited, nonetheless for Celeste's birthday tomorrow.

I will not eat any more brownie. I posted this, so I cannot go back on it! HAH

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 06:38:37 GMT

I just walked away from like one of the nicest desserts. This is hard! I think, will brush teeth before am tempted.

That, being a geek is oddly appealing.

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 10:57:43 GMT

I'm annoyed. I had only one lunchtime this week free and that was today. I wanted more geek-time! I look foward to studying in the library now, because you know, lunchtime is just so much more interesting without the people who were my friends.

That's a bit sad. They're all decent people.

That I will give up the social life I never had

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 09:17:11 GMT

I have decided, that this term is for my activities. I will practise piano lots, violin on a regular basis etc etc, attend all my non-school classes etc etc, and
if I have homework,
well, basically, this term I'm making friends with the library.

Lunchtime is so dull anyway.
.

I used to always go out on Saturday and thought it was a waste if I didn't. I'm finally over it after about three years of going to the mall every saturday. I like doing nothing and I have no need to see people.

And the sacrifice of sleep isn't killing me yet, and is not even near to it, so why not.