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I GOT MY FULL I JUST HAD TO UPDATE because like, last time I updated, it says I GOT MY RESTRICTED.

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture. From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

I knew it!

I finally got my restricted. Back just in time for 10pm.

The Death Eaters kinda looked like black KKK.

3 hours study in 3 days. Awesome.

LOL I've been in a great mood all day and everyone is good and I'm happy...

Tonight Dad asked if we had been in good moods today and I was like, ...yes...

Apparently, the pills I took this morning had amino acids that were meant to make my mood happy or something! haha

My piano exam is approaching but so is Saturday and I love fireworks yay!

Anyway, I'm very excited for the FPS teams. AMERICA OWNS.

Hm I still really wanna go to Japan for 2007. Or the USA for half a year. Anywhere but here oi!

Don't think I'd miss anything.I'd miss people at school as much as they'd miss me which is zero. Think about that.

Japan! <4 pwnage

You all have so much potential. You have beauty, money, style and confidence. You know the right people. But none of you fucking know how to open your minds. You'll get great careers and have wonderful social lives. But what will you be remembered for? If you truly want to experience people, the world, this reality on this earth, you have to be willing to just fucking think about someone else other than yourselves.

Fuck everyone actually sucks. Well not everyone.

Actually I think Dio's ok. If you replaced majority of the people I might like it.

I am sick of everyone and everything and everything already!

I am going to Japan tomorrow.

wheee yayayasdfaser ahappysquee yayYAY!~

I had the crappest day yesterday and sobbed lots to the point of not breathing properly for ages and lying on the floor. Today my eyes were retarded at school.

I know my friends (people I make contact with?) noticed, but yknow, people don't care because of course their day is so important.

It's ok. The world's selfish. Rarely are some selfless.

But I would feel better if someone cared about me at school. The people who did care today, Megan, Mel, Charlotte- they all rock.

But I would've thought I friends looked after each other. So I have come to the conclusion that there IS no one at Dio I can talk to, no one who will just LISTEN instead of saying "Oh yeah I had a bad day too" JUST ONCE, because I'm forever listening to you, forever listening forever being nice and kind and loving, forever just trying not to say anything negative about others or complain about school, but no one will listen to me.

And it's far too late for that to change but the whole world is like that anyway.

Crap day.

 

Here's for Arena:

Uhh I stayed home today, moped, went to a Japanese restaurant for lunch with parents, and then had my speech exam at nearly 2pm. On the way I passed a few buses of Dio girls. lol. University tour or something.

I just remember something weird i did...

Last year before going to Summer School (Church Camp), I took a banana, wrote "Hi, this is Tessa and I'm at camp now" or something of the like, emptied the fruit bowl, put the banana in, and then put all the fruit back in, on top of the banana.

I never asked if they found it!

Today was so fun! I came home, sat here, sang and played piano, read "Life of Pi", played piano, and am sitting here. Made a third blog, which will be my regularly updated one.

Can't wait for Friday! Church Camp in Taupo. Awesome, because on Saturday it is also exactly FOUR weeks before I get on a plane to go to (liek AMGWSH tessa) JAPAN!!~~^^~~yay la happiness

I just spent ages searching for my German textbook because the exam is tomorrow. It's silly how thoughts run through your head like "Oh no! What if Gemma took it again!" (

She took my history book last year and gave it back after the exam! I was panic-attacking and she didn't even apologise! Gar! She just gave it to me, like what?)

I feel bad thinking that, seeing I just found it in a really weird place. Probably means I should've started a little earlier.

I turned my friends into library geeks, like actually.